I don't know what has raya got to do with what I'm feeling right now but I guess maybe cause it's the festive season so I'm kinda in holiday mood. It's 9.35am now on a Thursday, and I'm at work, hi!

For the past few days, I've been wanting to just have my nice lazy Ros time. On Tuesday, I managed to sleep till noon, wake up to eat, then nap on Affa's lap at the sofa while he watches movie. I wake up for a while again, and continue napping on my bed.

After two naps, I went to the living room and happily watch Raya shows on the TV. Everyday after work, I kinda look forward to two things, my sofa and Raya shows, the funny comedy ones.

I feel like asking Affa to bring me around around Tanglin Mall, Forum Mall, those chill-out malls that no one really go to. For some reason, I like the McDonalds at Forum Mall and I don't mind to just hangout there and have hot fudge sundae and fries.

I also feel like catching up on my reading, it's been so long since I read a book so I ransacked my old stuff and brought out my Jacqueline Wilson book from my childhood days. Yeah it's a kids book but I just feel like reading something light hearted. Nothing too serious or adult. So I was happily reading my Jacqueline Wilson yesterday night. The book makes me want to do nice things.

Scrolling through Oh Happy Days make me so so happy too, and makes me want to have a nice studio and do nice colourful things. When I was in college, I had a lot of time to make crafts, doodle, photograph and blog about my stuff. I always end up creating so much mess, but I remember how good those things made me feel. I will spend all my pocket money to buy anything that's old school, brightly coloured, fun. I have so much colourful junk, they collected dust but they made me happy.

I wish I have THE TIME and the space to go back to doing all of this. It's always nice and inspiring to read art and craft blogs. Makes you wish you were that creative and you can create that kinda happy magic too.

I don't know when will I ever have my own refurbished all white studio with wooden flooring and large windows (with bright natural light) which I will throw in pops of colours and confetti everywhere, but ah looking at beautiful studios makes me want to move out to somewhere, and just make nice things + get enough sleep.

For now, continue to just berangan, scroll through blogs and smile to myself.